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You had this fantasy because you were sad about the way you were treated. You would be sad too if you were killed.
If you are now suggesting that you wouldn't care if you were killed, then that would imply you should have died with them in the fantasy, yet you did not.
In your fantasy you survived, while in reality you would have been killed too. Because the fantasy you had did not include your death, that means that you wanted to survive, despite your claiming "Who cares?"
Claiming that you don't care about dying moves the goalpost of your original fantasy. Which is an important distinction to make because it suggests you want to be the one in power. But in your eyes that is impossible, it can only happen in a fantasy where everyone but you is killed by Muslims.
If you truly wanted destruction of our world in favor of the future you want, then you would have died in the end. This would be an end that would be a real self-fulfilling prophesy (as it would be accurate to reality). That would have been a really cool fantasy and you would have been a hero. Instead your fantasy tried and failed to paint you as a hero.
None of my writing even matters because you already know all of this and won't admit it online, despite living in an anonymous world. But you think it looks cooler if you say "Who cares?" Which is also pointless because, again, anonymous world and no one knows who you are.
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