Was there anything in particular that caused you to lose respect for Orthodox Judaism? I remember that in the past you considered Orthodox Judaism to be a viable alternative to modern culture, despite its racism. Did this have anything to do with it?
https://www.reddit.com/r/nonmorons/comments/72wujm/kiryas_joel/ I think it definitely is a problem that many Orthodox communities don't give secular education to men, so they don't develop any useful work skills.